...ItGOesON::::::: Night Prayer

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Prayed with Dean before we go to sleep. I love praying with my husband, anytime and anywhere. I feel such indescribable intimacy with Dean when we're praying together. It feels closer than any physical touch. And I come to know more of Dean from what he prays. For this, I feel sorry for Dean because I usually pray in my first language. I tried praying in my second language, but making grammatical sentences always distracts me from my praying spirit. I wish I could pray in the tongue of English. It's not necessarily for my edification but for Dean's. I'm always thankful for Dean's understanding. Tonight we especially prayed for the direction of our future and our marriage. I prayed for humility, patience and forgiveness. Marriage is such a challenge. Before I discover Dean's weaknesses I discover how terrible I am! I'm inpatient, stubborn, and most of all, I think I'm always right (haha- it's funny- I know)! Some people say friends are a good mirror that allows you to see yourself. I think the same parable is also appliable to marriage.