Monday, December 11, 2006
Had a hard time getting out of bed this morning. Struggled so much as my back pain went horrible. Feeling a little bit frustrated; I've tried quite a few doctors (and specialist) already. Anyway, I'd keep having hope for my back's healing. Those who are reading this blog, please pray for me too. God remembers (and rewards) your grace for me.
So funny, it seems Australians like marble. The last non-Chinese customers I talked to are Australians. They like being recognized as Australian. Asking the question "are you from Australia?" or "which part of Australia are you from?" certainly would make them give you their business cards. Oh, one customer even tried to teach me say a proper "mate".
Remember the co-worker who shows me so little respect? He left the company yesterday! He made mistakes again and my boss went psycho about it. He couldn't handle the harsh words my boss said and he went psycho too. They had a quarrel then the worker shouted "I quit now!" Well, it's kind of a pity because I've just learned how to be nice to him.
However, I learn God's power in this incident. For so long I'd been praying for the change among the people I work with, since they were not very nice to me. Although I so wanted God to change the situation, He didn't. Instead, He changed my attitude in such situation. And when I'm willing to be changed, the situation soon is changed. God indeed will make a way where there seems to be no way. But before He shows us the way, He wants us to understand why He puts us in such circumstances. God teaches the ones He loves. He loves us and He knows hardships and sufferings are good for us as they refine us like fire.