...ItGOesON::::::: Confused

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Had a great time with Dean in the Philipino fellowship. Lots of fun; lots of laughters. Dean was very sleepy on the way home. He's still recovering from the cold. He was so sleepy that he crashed into my bed once we got home. While he was asleep, I sat beside him and looked at his sleeping face. Calm and peaceful. I was so amazed by the way God made his face look so right - the hair, forehead, eyebrows, eyes, lashes, nose, lips, cheeks, jaws and beard. He's an angel.

Dean, I'm so confused. What is love? I told you so many times that I love you, and I did mean it. But how could I hurt you so many times when I truly love you? How did love bring us so much tears and sorrows? I don't understand.