...ItGOesON::::::: Something New; Something Old

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Finally I changed the layout of my blog. I'd been thinking of doing it since April. I get bored with my blog's appearance very easily. Maybe I blog too often. Well, actually I've started to blog less often since May. First I was busy with my study and now I'm busy with my job and and hanging around with Dean and sometimes guys from Autumn Rain. I'm always bad at organizing schedule. But now I'm trying to get everything back on their tracks. I hope I can develop a better time table before I go to Australia.

I was thinking about my cell group leaders... and I sighed. I love them and so do they. They care about me very much and so do I. But we never get to know each other well. Sometimes I think they misunderstand me for most of the time... They know a little bit of me and Dean. They thought I needed their help or counselling when they found it out. They think I must be messing up if I go out with a guy from a church they don't quite agree to... I'm so tired of it... I don't want to judge anybody since I know I'm dumb. There're times I don't know right from wrong... The only thing I know is God's faithful; he doesn't let things happen for nothing.