...ItGOesON::::::: May 2006

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Finally I changed the layout of my blog. I'd been thinking of doing it since April. I get bored with my blog's appearance very easily. Maybe I blog too often. Well, actually I've started to blog less often since May. First I was busy with my study and now I'm busy with my job and and hanging around with Dean and sometimes guys from Autumn Rain. I'm always bad at organizing schedule. But now I'm trying to get everything back on their tracks. I hope I can develop a better time table before I go to Australia.

I was thinking about my cell group leaders... and I sighed. I love them and so do they. They care about me very much and so do I. But we never get to know each other well. Sometimes I think they misunderstand me for most of the time... They know a little bit of me and Dean. They thought I needed their help or counselling when they found it out. They think I must be messing up if I go out with a guy from a church they don't quite agree to... I'm so tired of it... I don't want to judge anybody since I know I'm dumb. There're times I don't know right from wrong... The only thing I know is God's faithful; he doesn't let things happen for nothing.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

My beloved, all I want is
Adore You in simplicity
Smile at You in simplicity
Talk to You in simplicity
Hug You in simplicity
Kiss You in simplicity
Sing to You in simplicity
Do what You tell me to in simplicity
Think of You in simplicity
Thank You in simplicity

Friday, May 12, 2006

I asked myself...
How does it come to this plight?
What went wrong?
Me or him?
Wasn't I in love with him
For the first time
I talked to him on phone
I wrote him a poem
I looked into his eyes
I saw his smile
I touched his hair
I put my arms around his shoulders
I placed my lips on his
I told him I wanted to love him well
I cried before him...
All these moment...
Have I forgotten them?
Could I ever forget them?
Could I?
...
I'm still in love with him
Love never fails
When there's will to try
I will try

Thursday, May 11, 2006

I always wonder
How these two hearts can come together...

How they can share each other
And can learn each other

How they can despise each other
And can admire each other

How they can hurt each other
And can comfort each other

How they can doubt each other
And can trust each other

How they can turn down each other
And can encourage each other

How they can demand each other
And can satisfy each other

How they can hold against each other
And can forgive each other

How they can depend on each other
And can endure for each other

How they can love each other
And can sacrifice for each other