...ItGOesON::::::: In Tears

Saturday, December 17, 2005

How many times have I told you?
Leave me.
Walk away from me.
Get away from me.
I'm not worthy of your love.
I don't deserve your love.
I'm the worst one on earth.
We shouldn't be together.
We're not a good match.
Go.
Why are you following me?
Why do you keep following me?
Please, would you just let go?

You don't say a word.
You keep silent.
You keep following me.
I walk, you walk.
I stop, you stop.
I fall, you hold me up.
I cry, you stroke my head,
saying it's ok.

Why are you always there for me?
I've had enough.
You know my heart.
You read my mind.
I'm a liar.
I've been fooling myself,
just because I can't accept myself.
But you know.
You know it all.
And you accept it all.
You take it all.
You take me the way I am.

Never have I recognized,
how much you mean to me.
And how much I mean to you.
I can't fool myself anymore.
Deep in my heart,
I love you.
Every beauty of my life,
derived from you.
Nothing can ever satisfy me,
like you do.
You are the only one
making me whole.

You.
The sweet lover of my soul,
you are.