Saturday, December 31, 2005
They said she's strong.
She's strong...
Because,
She's weak.
She's the weakest person she's ever known.
She wants to be strong...
She trusts her weaknesses in his hands.
Because,
He's strong.
He's the strongest one she's ever known.
He wants her to be strong...
He turns her weaknesses into strength.
Because,
He loves her.
"Since I know it is all for Christ's good, I am quite content with my weaknesses and with insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong." - 2 Corinthians 12:10
Friday, December 30, 2005
Sometimes,
I look good
and sometimes bad
I smile
and sometimes cry
I'm energetic
and sometimes tired
I walk
and sometimes fall
I'm awake
and sometimes sleep
I'm on top
and sometimes at bottom
I win
and sometimes lose
I'm rich
and sometimes poor
I'm full
and sometimes empty
I'm strong
and sometimes weak
I'm brave
and sometimes frightened
After all,
I'm the same in your eyes, always.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Those hands...
made every beauty of this world
with power
and love
Those hands...
got nailed
with weakness
and love
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
To be one of us, He chose to be:
small
weak
fragile
poor
helpless
dependent
lonely
unwanted
rejected
unloved
uncared for
torn
My adoration for You...
Worship;
Deep, rapturous love;
Great awe;
Devotion;
Reverence;
Intense delight;
Enjoyment;
Excessive enthusiasm excessively.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Without You,
Can't face myself,
Can't accept myself,
Don't know who I am,
Don't know what I'm doing...
I can only find my identity
In You.
Love, I see forever in your eyes
I can see heaven in your smile
And when I draw you close
I don't want to let go
Because deep in my soul I know that
You are the only light I see
Your love means everything to me
I know that we will never part
Cause you'll always be near
Be here in my heart
If the sun should refuse to rise
And the moon doesn't hang in the night
The tides won't change
Seasons rearrange
When the world is through
I will still love you
You're more than an angel from above
Came down here to shower me with your love
Hold me beneath your wings
Tell me all of those things
All the hopes and the dreams we can share
You're my shelter from the storm
You're the fire that keeps me warm
You're my light in the dark
Cause you'll always be here in my heart
If the sun should refuse to rise
And the moon doesn't hang in the night
The tides won't change
Seasons rearrange
When the world is through
I will still love you
If anything could last forever
It's you love for me
You've touched my heart in ways
That words could never say
That's why I'll always love you
Yes I will love you still
You're all I need
Monday, December 26, 2005
I want to be a star
a star in your right hand
that shines your light...
Saturday, December 24, 2005
No more waiting, no more aching,
No more trying, no more crying.
There's not much I can take,
So I just simply let it go.
And I feel so much better now.
I don't try and I don't hope.
Maybe there's nothing more to say.
And in a funny way I'm calm.
Because the power is not mine,
I just let it fly.
Friday, December 23, 2005
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Shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off / shake it off
"I am only one; but I am still one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something. I will not refuse to do the something I can do." - Helen Keller
You,
I want you.
Please come to me.
I'm feeling empty now.
Please fill me up with youself.
The melody, the tunes, the lyrics...
They're talking about you...
How could I hold on without you?
I hate myself,
without you.
I need you,
need you like crazy.
Your voice, your eyes, your touch,
every part of you.
My heart, my soul long for you.
Out of your presence,
I feel like dying.
Please come to me.
Only you can do me right.
No one can ever do what you do.
Come, come to me.
Hold me, tightly.
Please, don't let me go.
Squeeze me.
Take my breath away.
No way can I survive without you.
I need you to keep me going.
God,
I'm so confused...
I don't know what I really want
what I really need...
I've been falling in and out
Up and down
It's painful,
very painful...
Thursday, December 22, 2005
You have searched me.
You know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise.
You perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down.
You are familiar with all my ways.
Before a word is on my tongue,
you know it completely.
You hem me in—behind and before.
You have laid your hand upon me.
Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
If I go up to the heavens,
you are there.
If I make my bed in the depths,
you are there.
If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"
even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.
How precious to me are your thoughts!
How vast is the sum of them!
Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
They said she was a beautiful girl.
She's got nice eyes and smile.
She was lovely enough to make them fall.
They overwhelmed her with their praises.
They tried to win her with their sweet words.
She once was flattered with their adoration.
Her face was where she got her ego.
Meanwhile, she felt skin-deep.
She kept telling herself that she was ugly.
She was ugly, years ago.
You are ugly.
That's what she heard from the people around her.
And that's what she believed.
Some people told her that she was beautiful inside.
Indeed, she was talented and gentle.
She comforted herself by looking at what she's got inside.
But, "I am ugly" she said.
She always visited websites filled with pictures of models and celebrities.
She couldn't explain why.
"They're fake," She knew.
She hated them, but adored them.
She also hated mirrors.
She couldn't tell of the reasons.
She couldn't stand before mirrors.
One day, she met him.
He was the best looking guy she's ever seen.
He's got an extra-ordinary face.
It couldn't be better.
He told her that she was beautiful, very beautiful.
She couldn't believe what she heard.
She kept saying that she was ugly.
He stopped saying that she was beautiful.
He started looking at her face,
steadily.
He studied her face,
subtly.
He gave thanks for her face.
He put his hands on her face.
His fingers ran on her face, slowly.
The forehead, the eyebrows, the eyelids,
the lashes, the nose, the cheeks, the lips, the chin.
"You can't be more beautiful," he said.
Tears kept running out of his eyes.
"Please, don't lie to me. I know I'm ugly..." she broke down.
"Believe me, you are beautiful; you are," he wiped the tears,
with his long fingers.
He deliberately held her in his arms.
She buried her face into his bosom.
She was beautiful.
She looked into the mirror before her.
She smiled.
Indeed, she was beautiful:
Her eyes, her smile displayed her beauty.
They said she was a beautiful girl.
She was lovely enough to make them fall.
They overwhelmed her with their praises.
They tried to win her with their sweet words.
She knew she's beautiful, because
he said so.
http://www.storewars.org/flash/index.html
Very very FUNNY.
A must-watch.
Monday, December 19, 2005
Take a look at the mountains
Stretching a mile high
Take a look at the ocean
Far as my eye can see
And think of you
Take a look at the desert
I feel like a grain of sand
You are with me wherever
Where I go is where you are
And you always thinking of me
Take a look around myself
You are spelling it out one by one
You love me more than the sun
And the stars that you taught how to shine
I am yours, and I shine for you too
You love me yesterday and today
And tomorrow, you say it again and again
You love me more
Just a face in the city
Just a tear on a crowded street
But I am one in a million
And I belong to you
And you let me know
That I'm not letting go
Even when I come undone
You love me more than the sun
And the stars that you taught how to shine
I am yours, and I shine for you too
You love me yesterday and today
And tomorrow, you say it again and again
You love me more
You love me more
Shine for you
Shine for you
Shine on, shine on
Shine for youAnd you see me
And you made me
And you love me more than I can imagine
More than I can fathom
You love me more than the sun
And I shine for you
* Originally by Matthew West
I love you.
I belong to you,
and you belong to me.
What more can I say?
Everytime when I think of your love,
I get speechless.
You love through mistakes,
despite flaws.
I get astonished, and breathless.
I'm totally overcome.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
How many times have I told you?
Leave me.
Walk away from me.
Get away from me.
I'm not worthy of your love.
I don't deserve your love.
I'm the worst one on earth.
We shouldn't be together.
We're not a good match.
Go.
Why are you following me?
Why do you keep following me?
Please, would you just let go?
You don't say a word.
You keep silent.
You keep following me.
I walk, you walk.
I stop, you stop.
I fall, you hold me up.
I cry, you stroke my head,
saying it's ok.
Why are you always there for me?
I've had enough.
You know my heart.
You read my mind.
I'm a liar.
I've been fooling myself,
just because I can't accept myself.
But you know.
You know it all.
And you accept it all.
You take it all.
You take me the way I am.
Never have I recognized,
how much you mean to me.
And how much I mean to you.
I can't fool myself anymore.
Deep in my heart,
I love you.
Every beauty of my life,
derived from you.
Nothing can ever satisfy me,
like you do.
You are the only one
making me whole.
You.
The sweet lover of my soul,
you are.
