...ItGOesON::::::: Pity & Ease

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Listening to Kevin and Taylor on 104.7 the fish. I like them. They're funny people. Avalon's having a concert tonight... Oh how much I wanna be there and have fun! But I can't... It's a real pity to a big Avalon fan like me. Anyway, I have their CDs. I can play their songs instead of going... Hey! That's different! Stupid head! CDs can never compare with concerts. I know, but I've got no choice... I'm not in America right now... and air tickets are too expensive for me...

I was determined to forgive Yuki and Yolanda this morning. It was hard... The words they spoke to me just kept popping up in my mind, and they're kinda sticky. It was very hard to shake them off. Anyway, I've made a vow to forgive them; gotta keep my vow no matter how tough it will be. I know it takes time. But, it's okay. God's with me! Well, to be honest, I choose to forgive because I'm forgiven. Everyone needs forgiveness, right? Since all of us are bad sometimes... By the way, hatred's bad to me. It's such a big burden to me. Know that I might die sooner or later, who knows! I don't wanna die with the burden of hatred! I don't wanna meet my God with the burden! It's a shame to me!

Haha, now I'm free as I can be. My skies are clear. Forgiveness set me free.